yal this is the most personal journal ever so dont get used to it........

lately ive been feeling kin of down about myself because of failed relationships and because of me having low selfesteem believe it or not. i live a front. everyday people listen and talk to me thinking im happy but im not. deep down inside i wanna be myself but because of tha act that ive kept up for so long i cant sho the true me. everyday i thank god for supportive friends like tija(even tho we did some crazy stuff)because no matter wat she always had my bac.Thank u Girl I truely luv u. it seems that i have to cry myself to sleep at least 3 night every week but im so tired of doing it. so from now on u gonna see the new and improved brittany no more cursing, no more sneaking, no more lying, and no more cheating. tis is my official apology to everyone i hurt(mom&dad,grandma,teetee,andrea,Ms sara and anyone else)im sorry please forgive me.


so now that its out imma stick to my word and look forward to the furture oh and dont expect me to be shy about singing anymore because i kno i can sing and i dont care what anyone say love u guys



peace, britt britt